I wrote this last night:
"I'm taking my first licensing test tomorrow- I am in a way freaking out, in a way checked out. I didn't study for this the way I studied in college. I listened to some friends and just took a ton of practice exams through a test prep agency. I also looked at the flash cars a bit. I haven't told too many people when I am taking the test- D knows, my parents know, my cousin- thats about it. I hope I pass and will be devastated if I don't."
Well I passed!!!
I expected more relief, but there is a second (said to be more difficult) exam. I am so close to licensure I can almost taste it. It's surprisingly terrifying, freeing, emptying, and exactly what I have been working towards.
To be continued...
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